Dear Someone I Love

Hi, Mr Perfection
ok that's too cheesy I can taste it.

Hi dearie,

It has been a year since first I know you. Back then, we're just classmates. That was the first time we got into the same class. My first impression to you was, "Why everyone say he is good looking? Well he isn't for me." Plus, my best friend, who last semester got the same class as he, said "He is a jerk. Total jerk." Well that got me pretty bad.

I still don't believe it either months later I had a crush on you.
Turns out you are good looking, humble, fun, and we might have some interests in common back then.

And then, it's 2014. Where it all begins.
Our geography teacher assigned us to work together on a project.
Because I am the team leader, I have to keep contact to you because we were team.
We talked everyday, everytime, and he asked one question that turned my world upside down.

"Do you like animals? Do you have any pet?"
17.58 pm

I am animal lovers. So do you, right? And then we talked about eeeeeeverything.
Since then, I am your close friend.
Until now, I can't forget sweet memories we've been through.

 Well you've practically watched me grow up,
and along the process, be the one of people who matters most to me.
You're also one of the few who knows me way better than I know myself, if not the only one.
You know my bad habits, my phobias, my fear, and you always cheer me up with your own way.

At first, I have strong desire to have you as my boyfriend (in Indonesian: pacar)
All I want is, I have you and no one could have you.
I always get jealous (until now but I can handle it) whenever I saw you talking to the other girls.

Why I get jealous on you? You aren't even mine (yet).

But time goes by, there's no day in 2014 I didn't spent it without you.
The more time I spend with you, the less I see you as a romantic partner. There's a phase where I see you as a mentor, a brother, and a best friend who always looks after me.
I become used to your presence, and instead of a romantic partner, you turned into my signficant other.

The things 1 year ago and the things today are very different, we know that. We also know that things will never get any easier in life.
So thank you for being the part of my life.
Thank you for always being by my side, for being supportive no matter what, for taking me as I am and forgiving my biggest mistake.

You have seen my darkest part and you choose to stay.
I don't know if I could ask for more.

I love you