even if they erase April 6 from all calendars, you'd still be special, to me, and to many people.
But you certainly are one of very few people i consider as hella smart, in academic thingy and also in non academic thingy. you get my point, right?
If someone asked me, "who's your prince charming?"
I would answer you.
You are my prince charming, not romantically, you know. Eww. oh god, visual.
But you are my prince charming simply because words are more powerful than swords.
Jo, you are an individual with such amazing intelligent.
You are an animal lover, and I love you for that. Once again i warn you. not romantically, you know. Eww.
I love you because your brain is fascinating
I love you because of your impecable ways of speaking your mind.
I love you because you are a good friend. Really.
I love you because you deserve to be loved.
Thursday 18 December 2014
Dear Someone I Love
Hi, Mr Perfection
ok that's too cheesy I can taste it.
Hi dearie,
It has been a year since first I know you. Back then, we're just classmates. That was the first time we got into the same class. My first impression to you was, "Why everyone say he is good looking? Well he isn't for me." Plus, my best friend, who last semester got the same class as he, said "He is a jerk. Total jerk." Well that got me pretty bad.
I still don't believe it either months later I had a crush on you.
Turns out you are good looking, humble, fun, and we might have some interests in common back then.
And then, it's 2014. Where it all begins.
Our geography teacher assigned us to work together on a project.
Because I am the team leader, I have to keep contact to you because we were team.
We talked everyday, everytime, and he asked one question that turned my world upside down.
"Do you like animals? Do you have any pet?"
17.58 pm
I am animal lovers. So do you, right? And then we talked about eeeeeeverything.
Since then, I am your close friend.
Until now, I can't forget sweet memories we've been through.
Well you've practically watched me grow up,
and along the process, be the one of people who matters most to me.
You're also one of the few who knows me way better than I know myself, if not the only one.
You know my bad habits, my phobias, my fear, and you always cheer me up with your own way.
At first, I have strong desire to have you as my boyfriend (in Indonesian: pacar)
All I want is, I have you and no one could have you.
I always get jealous (until now but I can handle it) whenever I saw you talking to the other girls.
Why I get jealous on you? You aren't even mine (yet).
But time goes by, there's no day in 2014 I didn't spent it without you.
The more time I spend with you, the less I see you as a romantic partner. There's a phase where I see you as a mentor, a brother, and a best friend who always looks after me.
I become used to your presence, and instead of a romantic partner, you turned into my signficant other.
The things 1 year ago and the things today are very different, we know that. We also know that things will never get any easier in life.
So thank you for being the part of my life.
Thank you for always being by my side, for being supportive no matter what, for taking me as I am and forgiving my biggest mistake.
You have seen my darkest part and you choose to stay.
I don't know if I could ask for more.
I love you
ok that's too cheesy I can taste it.
Hi dearie,
It has been a year since first I know you. Back then, we're just classmates. That was the first time we got into the same class. My first impression to you was, "Why everyone say he is good looking? Well he isn't for me." Plus, my best friend, who last semester got the same class as he, said "He is a jerk. Total jerk." Well that got me pretty bad.
I still don't believe it either months later I had a crush on you.
Turns out you are good looking, humble, fun, and we might have some interests in common back then.
And then, it's 2014. Where it all begins.
Our geography teacher assigned us to work together on a project.
Because I am the team leader, I have to keep contact to you because we were team.
We talked everyday, everytime, and he asked one question that turned my world upside down.
"Do you like animals? Do you have any pet?"
17.58 pm
I am animal lovers. So do you, right? And then we talked about eeeeeeverything.
Since then, I am your close friend.
Until now, I can't forget sweet memories we've been through.
Well you've practically watched me grow up,
and along the process, be the one of people who matters most to me.
You're also one of the few who knows me way better than I know myself, if not the only one.
You know my bad habits, my phobias, my fear, and you always cheer me up with your own way.
At first, I have strong desire to have you as my boyfriend (in Indonesian: pacar)
All I want is, I have you and no one could have you.
I always get jealous (until now but I can handle it) whenever I saw you talking to the other girls.
Why I get jealous on you? You aren't even mine (yet).
But time goes by, there's no day in 2014 I didn't spent it without you.
The more time I spend with you, the less I see you as a romantic partner. There's a phase where I see you as a mentor, a brother, and a best friend who always looks after me.
I become used to your presence, and instead of a romantic partner, you turned into my signficant other.
The things 1 year ago and the things today are very different, we know that. We also know that things will never get any easier in life.
So thank you for being the part of my life.
Thank you for always being by my side, for being supportive no matter what, for taking me as I am and forgiving my biggest mistake.
You have seen my darkest part and you choose to stay.
I don't know if I could ask for more.
I love you
Tuesday 16 December 2014
Dedicated to you
Untuk kamu, yang telah menjadi bagian dalam hidupku,
Terima kasih untuk 12 bulannya. Aku harap takkan berhenti di 12 bulan saja.
Terima kasih untuk segala waktu, tenaga, perasaan, paket internet, dan lain-lain yang telah dikorbankan.
Bukan, ini bukan tentang putus cinta.
Ini adalah ucapan terima kasih, itu saja.
Terima kasih karena telah memberikan respon yang sangat-sangat diluar dugaan ketika aku mempersilakan kamu menjadi bagian hidupku.
Terima kasih untuk memberiku kesempatan menjadi bagian dari hidupmu.
Terima kasih untuk menganggapku ada
Terima kasih karena telah menjadikanku sebagai orang yang dipercaya
Terima kasih karena telah merelakan waktu dan tenagamu terbuang untuk menemaniku, walau sebenarnya bisa saja kamu tidak peduli.
Aku pikir, kita ini hanya khayalanku.
Tidak, ini nyata.
Pada akhirnya,
terima kasih karena telah menemaniku sepanjang hari di tahun 2014 ini.
i can't go through a day without you
Pengejar Bulan - Moon Chaser
Karena menyayangimu, banyak yang mengiraku bodoh.
Karena mencintaimu, banyak yang mengiraku naif
Dan karena merengkuhmu, banyak yang menyudutkanku sebagai pengejar bulan.
Waktu kecil kau pasti pernah berlari-lar di malam hari untuk sekedar melangkah mengejar bulan yang terus saja ada di dekatmu.
Langkah demi langkah kau tekuni dengan sabar demi mengejar bulan
Hari ke hari kau semakin penasaran karena bulan tak kunjung kau dapatkan.
Kau berpikir, di manakah bulan tinggal?
Selalu begitu hingga kau letih sendiri.
Akhirnya kau tumbuh besar dan menyadari bahwa bulan tidak akan pernah kau sentuh.
Sedekat apapun bulan padamu, bulan takkan pernah bisa kau miliki.
Itulah maksud mereka memanggilku "pengejar bulan"
Mereka memanggilku begitu karena aku terlalu setia mengejar seseorang
yang sekalipun tak pernah melihatku.
Mereka memanggilku begitu karena aku terlalu bersikap kekanak-kanakan untuk tidak bisa mengerti arti cinta yang tak bisa dipaksakan.
Dan mereka terus memanggilku begitu sampai akhirnya,
aku sadar kalau dirinya tak sedikitpun bisa ku sentuh.
Tak bisa ku raih.
Tak bisa ku miliki.
Dia ada, tapi tak pernah benar-benar ada untukku.
Dia nyata, tapi tak benar-benar nyata untukku.
Dia terlihat, tapi apa daya jika ia tidak pernah melihatku.
Dan akhirnya di akhir kisah nasibku sama dengan pengejar bulan.
(Revered Back - Pengejar Bulan \ wattpad)
Karena mencintaimu, banyak yang mengiraku naif
Dan karena merengkuhmu, banyak yang menyudutkanku sebagai pengejar bulan.
Waktu kecil kau pasti pernah berlari-lar di malam hari untuk sekedar melangkah mengejar bulan yang terus saja ada di dekatmu.
Langkah demi langkah kau tekuni dengan sabar demi mengejar bulan
Hari ke hari kau semakin penasaran karena bulan tak kunjung kau dapatkan.
Kau berpikir, di manakah bulan tinggal?
Selalu begitu hingga kau letih sendiri.
Akhirnya kau tumbuh besar dan menyadari bahwa bulan tidak akan pernah kau sentuh.
Sedekat apapun bulan padamu, bulan takkan pernah bisa kau miliki.
Itulah maksud mereka memanggilku "pengejar bulan"
Mereka memanggilku begitu karena aku terlalu setia mengejar seseorang
yang sekalipun tak pernah melihatku.
Mereka memanggilku begitu karena aku terlalu bersikap kekanak-kanakan untuk tidak bisa mengerti arti cinta yang tak bisa dipaksakan.
Dan mereka terus memanggilku begitu sampai akhirnya,
aku sadar kalau dirinya tak sedikitpun bisa ku sentuh.
Tak bisa ku raih.
Tak bisa ku miliki.
Dia ada, tapi tak pernah benar-benar ada untukku.
Dia nyata, tapi tak benar-benar nyata untukku.
Dia terlihat, tapi apa daya jika ia tidak pernah melihatku.
Dan akhirnya di akhir kisah nasibku sama dengan pengejar bulan.
(Revered Back - Pengejar Bulan \ wattpad)
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